Simply, life

Since I found out that our universe is just an information machine that produces different and unique information all the time, I regret nothing. I experience everything, some of them are the things that I can’t tell in public, some of them are the things that I can’t tell my closest. In addition to that, I stopped judging people, I stopped judging what they do, what they experience, and what do they decide. If we make an analogy from this, I accepted life as a river with a strong flow. Instead of being a leaf that follows the river, I became myself, my human self that does rafting on it. As I said in the post that I have written in my blog on my birthday, I feel like I finally breathe. It is scary, but I breathe.

What happened after I stopped judging people is not surprising, but interesting. They just let everything out. They just become themselves because I accept them as they are. It doesn’t matter when and how I meet them. They tell their pain, their struggles, challenges, but also happiness. It is interesting how people open themselves to the people who just simply accept them. The mothers of my dates tell about their problems with their husbands, my dates tell their darkest secrets, my friends tell their weakest moments and they all just be themselves, with a big, strong passion, like they have waited for it for their all life. But everything has a trade-off. Every time someone opens and tells me something, I actually grasp a piece of their soul. At first, it felt good. It was almost like a tasty meal. But then, it started getting more and more. Weirdly, so many people started…